JUNE, v.
To june (intr.): to begin without ceremony. To occupy the first position so completely that subsequent positions become theoretical. To be the blue that other colours remember when they are trying to sleep. To arrive before the word for arriving exists. To sit inside a grid and refuse its logic while obeying its law. To be numbered and still be nameless. To start the count.
You are the '1' inside the blue square โ the other 29 days are slowly filling with the same midnight ink, and if they all go dark before you tap each one back to white, June forgets it ever had a first.