Threshold
The fairway holds its breath.
Grass knows the weight of no one yet—
still wearing dew like a pressed shirt,
creased at the collar, waiting
for the first voice to undo it.
Forty is not a cliff.
It is the moment you notice
the shadow your body has always cast
has been measuring something
you forgot to read.
Somewhere a beer is being opened
for a man who hasn't arrived.
The hiss fills a room
the way fog fills a bay—
completely, without effort,
without anyone asking it to.
I passed that number years ago.
What I remember is not the night
but the drive there,
the last five minutes alone in the car,
engine ticking down,
hands still on the wheel
as if holding the quiet
could keep it.